Hyperpicky Eating Disorder

I'd like to see the world
From outside of a camera
But will I live long enough to be there myself?
I was sleep deprived
But now I've fixed
Another overdose 'cuz the melatonin's
The only thing that ever satisfied

Come diagnose me
Give me a face full
Don't go outside 'cuz they're looking through the windows
Name 5 things you can see
And nothing will change
Forget my order
I'll do it at home
Nothing left to try, down another ulcer
I'm fine right now, I'll fix it when I'm older
When I'm older
Break me when I'm older

Skinny jeans too small for me
Oh, my weight dropped
Here comes the anxiety
Fuck my life and fuck this draw!
I've got an excuse if I dislocate my jaw
What am I supposed to eat?
When eating in public makes it hard to breathe?
Fluoxotine, Olanzapine, oh
Medication causes the symptoms you see, oh
Come one, come all to the showcase of my
Hyperpicky Eating Disorder
We have some outstanding acts tonight!
Such as, self harming
Addiction
And most notably
Making myself way to skinny!
I mean, you must be wondering how
Someone like me stays at an alarming 63 kilograms?
Well, a good magician never reveals his methods
But I will tell you this!
This idea of me that you have in your head is wrong
But you'll never know!
Because I just keep up this façade day in and day out
Just to trick you, dear listener
So, yeah
If this song has surprised you in any way!
It seems like I've fooled you

(WOOOWEE!!)
What am I supposed to eat?
When eating in public makes it hard to breathe
Fluoxotine, Olanzapine, oh
Medication causes the symptoms you see, oh
Why do I always find the silence
When I resort to self violence?
Standing on the edge, bloodstains on my bed
I guess I'll do it myself
I guess I'll end up dead
What's the point in trying anymore
When my diet will kill me when I'm older?
Come diagnose me
Mental health order
I'm fine right now
Just kill me when I'm older!
Oh

Come diagnose me
Give me a face full
Don't go outside 'cuz they're looking through the windows
Named 5 things I could see
And nothing has changed
A picky eater
A fussy toddler
Don't you lecture me
I know what foods are better
Guess I'll die
I'll fix it when I'm older
When I'm older
Kill me when I'm older



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Dylan Ellis
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