Kill Yourself V

You did good, $lick
It's a Smash

They figure me a dead motherfucker
Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard in a deep slumber
Hibernatin' for another three summers, slumped in a deep tundra
Still a mean mugger even though my eyes froze shut, uh
Tell 'em keep coming, I'm not done
Gather my foes and then I cut out their tongue
Gather my hoes and then I have 'em meet each other
'Cause they're making me suffer, tryna pick who is the one, uh

Always looking down, my head weighs like one ton
Heavy lies the crown, lock 'em all up in a dungeon
Should have died like five times now
Ruby's got like nine lives, how?
Live from Mount Sinai
Wiped out my enemies, I might sign out

Isn't it so convincing how that noose hang 'round my throat?
Still here longer than I hoped, all I know is I don't know
Dreams of me vanishing in the abyss
Thinking Hell gotta be better than this
Music or dope, either way, I don't miss
Solutions like Ruby, they do not exist

Still waking up every day, but I still ask, "Why?"
2018, why couldn't I die?
Was it all worth it? I can't decide
Been looking everywhere except in my insides (yeah-yeah)
Look into my eyes, you can see what it costs
Looking for my dad, you can see that I'm lost
But heavy is the crown, so I cede to the cross

Is this all there is? Is this all we are?
Dreams of me vanishing in the abyss
Thinking Hell gotta be better than this