Double Bind

Stare at the wall and imagine the sun
But I think I've forgotten
Head in my hands, I remember the things that I've done
Yet again I've forgotten
Blood on my knuckles I can't shake the feeling they've won
But I think I've forgotten
Can never remember, forget to remember, remember, forget
Please remind, did I ever remember?

My brain, think it's lacking in cells
Call me a prisoner, rot in my cell
Cellophane wrapping my body, transparency
See through my skin and my bones aren't well
There's a crack on my rib, maybe five, maybe twelve
But my cage never breaks, iron and and steel never shakes
Toy with me, torture me, tear me to pieces, but nothing can get me awake

Am I needed outside?
Face them and shatter my pride
Venus and Saturn collide
Put the sun on the dial
Ain't seen the stars in a while
Wearing my scars with a smile
Mark another one down
In too deep, suddenly drown
Keep track, somebody count
One more, somebody count
One more, somebody count
One more, somebody count
One more, somebody count
One more, somebody count
One more, somebody count
One more, somebody count
One more, somebody count

Won't somebody count these days down
Somebody shout these names out
Mine on repeat, mine on repeat
Know that I won't escape now
Heard it's a ghost town out there
Can't remember from where
Mind on repeat, mind on repeat
Can't contrast and compare
Somebody count these days down
Somebody shout these names out
Mine on repeat, mine on repeat
Know that I won't escape now
Heard it's a ghost town out there
Can't remember from where
Mind on repeat, mind on repeat
Can't contrast and compare

The real and the surreal
Does truth even appeal to me
Twist and contort for my reality
Is something the difference for sunlight and moonlight
Answer me with finality
Is escape even real?
Is there something outside of this box?
Is there anyone else?
달이 떠나고
애써 쳐다봐
나는 조용히
어둠 속에
달이 떠나고
(Won't somebody count these days down
Somebody shout these names out
Mine on repeat, mine on repeat
Know that I won't escape now)
애써 쳐다봐
(Heard it's a ghost town out there
Can't remember from where
Mind on repeat, mind on repeat
Can't contrast and compare)
나는 조용히
(Somebody count these days down
Somebody shout these names out
Mine on repeat, mine on repeat
Know that I won't escape now)
어둠 속에
(Heard it's a ghost town out there
Can't remember from where
Mind on repeat, mind on repeat
Can't contrast and compare)
Scatter sun
Scatter sun
Scatter sun
Scatter sun