Standout Weirdo

Missed a turn
On my way up to fair heaven
There is nothing for me
Over there anyway

All my friends having fun
Yet their futures are set
While I'm struggling to get out of bed

City's breaking down, big load on my back
They don't know where I'm from cause they don't know wack

Destiny's got one single principle
Keep on mocking these poor little silly lives of us
I try my best to cope
With the weather and the neighbors
But a food intoxication hits when I'm off guard

So sentimental
I'm laughing stock for magazines
So detrimental
I'm jamming like a vending machine
I'll spit out things I
Promised myself I would not say
Messing it up like
A drunk horse in a China museum

And I still know the things that you love and you hate
And I still know the things you don't want me to say

It's the longest day, of the longest week
In the longest month of the longest year
I really thought we would have met again behind bars
But the odds I play against are never low enough

So sentimental
I'm laughing stock for magazines
So detrimental
I'm jamming like a vending machine
I'll spit out things I
Promised myself I would not say
Messing it up like
A drunk horse in a China museum

And I still know the things that you love and you hate
And I still know the things you don't want me to say

Far beyond the cringe a couple things remain
It's that I stayed the same, it's that you stayed the same
Far beyond the laughter, one thing remains
It is that I stayed

So sentimental
I'm laughing stock for magazines
So detrimental
I'm jamming like a vending machine
I'll spit out things I
Promised myself I would not say
Messing it up like
A drunk horse in a China museum

Set up this shitshow
I'm feeling natural
Of all the weirdos
The standout fellow

And I still know the things that you love and you hate
And I still know the things you don't want me to say
I'll be there watching all starting drifting about
If you will feel sorry that would mean it worked out