A Love So Violent

Dear, I'm not a writer
Can't you see my hands are tired
For all the verses on the floor?

Nothing is enough
'Cause you're changing time to time
When your eyes are out of sight
It's like you're clouding my mind, and I
Just happen to love it when I'm

Breathless like I could choke on your gasp
Throttled and you're still not close enough
Poisoned by your taste left in my mouth
Drowned 'cause you're water when I'm dry
And now it's not so dark

Then the morning comes
You're all visible and real
Paradise may not exist
But I swear that hell can't be
I've seen too much at this point
All my windows are just holes from all the waste
I used to close them but now I can't, at least
I'll have you known I'm full aware I'm

Messed up like your hair tangled in my hand
Wrecked and don't know if I am to blame
Shattered by the way you take my pain
Damaged 'cause my love's so violent and
I can tell we're on a bender
But why would I want it to stop?

Don't go (knocking on my door)
I won't (open up the lock)
The movie's ending on the screen
It made no goddamn sense from here
How can I know how it feels
If it never happened to me?
I can't stand that kind of love
Wouldn't know it if it was
So please come through me
Like a bullet, like a knife
You have, in fact, you are
The best weapon in this war
We are

Ruined like our generation, martyrs for them
Destroyed and almost deceased all over again
Tortured by the same feeling in our chests
Murdered 'cause I have no fucking regrets
And this is not the end