Are You Going to See the Rose in the Vase, or the Dust on the Table

You don't get it (You did good $lick)
(It's a Smash)
I'm just reckless with myself
Taking over, something only time will tell
Wetto, ayy

Already know what time I'm on
Double-R slidin' on autobahn
She tryna get my love, the best I can do is a trauma bond
Poppin' these- got easier
But gettin' high been gettin' harder
Remember them days in maw-maw's house
Holdin' on my grandfather
Remember them days in the Envoy, it was just me and Oddy
Now all of my homies got their own bus
But they ain't got time for bondin'
Tellin' myself that it's okay
Knowin' that's a lie
Ayy, never at home, just passin' by
I was always told that boys don't cry
Why am I so broke inside?
Waste time on an inner child
Dead since five
Seen my dad OD at nine
Was never the same again
I never had the chance to win

(You don't get it) I keep reachin' out for help
I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself (I'm just reckless with myself)
(Taking over) Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf
(Something only time will tell) I think it's time to bid farewell

Left all the lights on, but I ain't home
30-thousand feet up
Got my ice on, but I ain't cold
30-thousand degrees, yup
I stashed 30-thousand in the freezer
Feel like a crooked congressman
I blame it on-, amnesia
Can't keep up with my tolerance
I'm tryna win this war- (Just don't get it)
But I lost the battle by callin' up the plug
Got back in the saddle
Moth to the flame, I'm insane
All these voices rattle
Up my brain, numb the pain
Locked up in my castle (You don't get it)
I'm startin' to unravel
Surrounded by all these snakes and jackals
They keep temptin' me to eat that apple
I need the top loose ends
Form these threads into a tassel

(You don't get it) I keep reachin' out for help
I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself (I'm just reckless with myself)
(Taking over) Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf
(Something only time will tell) I think it's time to bid farewell

(You don't get it) I keep reachin' out for help
I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself (I'm just reckless with myself)
(Taking over) Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf
(Something only time will tell) I think it's time to bid farewell

You, you, you, you, don't, don't, don't, don't
This, this, this, this's waiting myself
You, you, you, you, get it, get it, get it, get it
This, this, this, this's guiding myself