Hide My Tears

Okay your right
I might have glorified
My decay and how I survived
The strive, the lies
The pain, the hate from them
And everybody who thought that
I won't make it out again
And please could you excuse my behaviour
I'm not your clown
Nor your fucking saviour
Got kicked away by my mania
Which chews me up to spit me right into
Asthenia
I repeat those memories
How they keep ruining my mind
I thought that it was just a phase
Cause they keep telling me those lies
Running from myself
Left me wasting all my life
I guess I'm only tryna say
I hide my tears behind a smile
Not this fucking time
Not gonna waste another song
Telling you the reasons why and describe
How I will never feel alright
While always knowing you're not listening
And not interested in my
Feelings and how I put them into lines
Just to feel a weightless moment
Just to feel truly alive
And I know that this won't last forever
But at this moment I feel free
It's all in my head
It's spinning around
It's messing with my mind
The time has come
To let it all out
Break the walls that you're building
Suffered to long
To keep on repeating
All the lies they are telling you
They are wrong
Don't let them destroy you
Don't let them destroy you
Keep on going now and prove they're wrong
I know you can make it
You can prove them
They are wrong
I repeat those memories
They aren't meant to pass my life
I think my walls are watching me
And they keep telling me those lies
Please don't leave this room
Although I'm always tryin' to hide
Walking through the gloom
I hide my tears behind a smile
I hide my tears behind a smile
I hide my tears behind a smile
Running from myself left me wasting all my life
I guess I'm only tryna say
I hide my tears behind a smile
Behind a smile
Behind a smile



Credits
Writer(s): Dominik Moll, Jeremy Moll, Philipp Freund
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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