Blue Monster

We used to deal with our highs and lows
We used to fight through the haze and smoke
But now the time has come
I'm standing all alone

You used to say, "This will never end"
Love always wins, but this ain't no game
In this movie, we played our parts
But in the script, you never broke my heart

Don't play games, I won't permit
Don't fool me, you won't succeed
You hint to me, but we don't talk
Switch off the character, be real now

You left me, but I'm still here
It's been so long, but you can't forget me
Maybe that's why you check on me
But now I'm dreaming out loud, let's go

All your decisions and all the pain
All the therapy, the pills, and breaks
You knew it and thought it was okay
That blue monster that you once fed

All I did was trying to escape
Thought you loved me but now I get
You never know somebody until the very end

Don't act like this, you know you're wrong
This paranoia always was your show
Curtain call, you should move on
You're out of control

How does it feel to be left alone?
Breaking hearts was your choice
Now you gotta fix up yours
And I ain't there to tell you how

I ate the monster
No more sadness now
Now I choose my path
Now I dream out loud

The only love I have, now belongs to me
'Cause once you break the chains
You never stop feeling free