My Cue

I thought it would resolve itself
although, it seems I should worry
the world is slipping through my fingertips

I regret the conversations I've never had
more than the ones I do
and that's my fault for not speaking the truth

I spend too much time rehearsing that I forget the lines
and I stay stuck between the gears of my mind
I rot in my seat just waiting for my cue

I'm stuck in this box i've created
And the world just keeps on turning
I tried to keep up but im falling behind

I can't help but to feel terribly timed
Everytime I move I feel everyone's eyes
To the point where I wish I could rewind

I tend to walk out in the rain
Without a single mean of shade
And when im poured on i complain

I'm tired of always feeling blue
In places i know i should bloom
I rot in my seat just waiting for my cue

I'm stuck in this box i've created
And the world just keeps on turning
I tried to keep up but im falling behind

I can't help but to feel terribly timed
Everytime I move I feel everyone's eyes
To the point where I wish I could rewind

My voice sounds like nails are digging
Into the skin I've grown myself in

The more thoughts I keep on holding
The less I want to keep on going

I rot in my seat just waiting for my cue

I'm stuck in this box i've created
And the world just keeps on turning
I tried to keep up but im falling behind

I can't help but to feel terribly timed
Every time I move I feel everyone's eyes
To the point where I wish I could rewind