That I'm Pretty

All the doors
All the locked doors
All the silly barricades you bang your little fists on
All the pretty lips so puckered up, you wanna kiss 'em
Lying to yourself by licking boots you wanna piss on
Desperate for a drag of any kind you want some bliss from
Proving to your parents that you really had a vision
Your vision is a

Is a door, is a door, is a door that leads to
Is a door, is a door, is a door that leads to
Is a door, is a door
Is a door that leads to heaven just the same damn door that leads to hell?
Leads to hell

I see a
I see a stupid
See a stupid, putrid
See a silly cupid smile smeared on your face
I see a hand
See a fidgeting hand
See a hand in your pocket thumbing through pages of your disgrace
See a tight-lipped
See the bite marks on your neck
I see a tight-lipped bite on your pride of place
Words escape from
Words escape greedily from
Words escape from your lips like they could save the human race

That you run, that you run, the race you run could lead to
That you run, that you run, the race you run could lead to
That you run, that you run
The race you run could lead to heaven, but that same damn race could lead to hell
Lead to hell

I kissed someone other than you
His lips pulled my heart outta your embrace, I wonder
Did you feel that moment too?
Our deep horizon split in two and I said goodbye
Now the ocean's too blue a gloom
The sun too blinding bright a high, I got this -
Feeling inside my bones
That if I follow this thread of loneliness
One day I'll find my home
A kind of
Reeling from too much time
Spent thinking of the here and now
And left without a cue or rhyme

The same damn, the same damn door
The same damn door, the same damn door that leads to
The same damn door, the same damn door that leads to
The same damn door
The same damn door that leads to heaven's just the same damn door that leads to hell
Leads to hell
Leads to hell
Leads to hell
Leads to oooooo