⁠e.m.o.

When I was a young girl, heart on sleeves
A dirty little secret no one perceives
In this diary I'd wrote a mellow song
The hero drown in feelings so strong

Make damn sure they whisper in quotes
"Wish you were here" written in notes
Only one to express what we know
Until the day I die, your pains would glow

We're going down deeper than fears
Letters to you stained with tears
That's what you get, the world won't see
The best of me hide in melancholy

I'm not okay, I promise in this night, we own it
Hands down, it was all that I've got
A decade under the influence of a plot

The taste of ink, a bittersweet refrain
Everything is alright, drowned in pain
Miserable at best, the anthems we play
Yet, action and action, I'd dance away

In my despair music was the key
To set the tormented soul free
Every chord a mirror to my strife
Every word breathed into my life

My friends over you but you lend a hand
Sweetness was sinking like quicksand
Can you feel my heart to embrace?
I'd fall for you, lost in this space

I'm not okay, I promise in this night, we own it
Hands down, it was all that I've got
A decade under the influence of a plot

I promise in this night, we own it
Hands down, it was all that I've got
A decade under the influence of a plot

I'm not okay, I promise in this night, we own it
Hands down, it was all that I've got
A decade under the influence of a plot

Now the world seemed so cold
In the echoes, my story was told
Years have flown, memories still
Swirl, of when I was a young girl