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A feeling creeps inside my chest
Makes its way up to my head
Inside myself I feel Im lost
Im scared to death Ill never find a way
Out of this
And then I drown
I drown into the dark thoughts
All the light inside of me has gone
Now Im left to keep my head above the waves

Im not used to this distress
In and outside of my head
I look around and find Im all alone and
Locked inside my room
Theres just no way that I could be
Someone who amounts to anything
I guess Ill sleep again, I like it more when I am dreaming
(I dont think Im coming back, no)

Its late and I am feeling cold
Im writing yet another note
"Dear mom and dad, its not your fault
I never meant to be a fucking mess
Of a son."
I dont recall
I dont recall a time when
I could sit and think about the ways
I disappointed you I swear its a mistake

Still not used to this distress
In and outside of my head
I look around and find Im all alone and
Locked inside my room
Theres just no way that I could be
Someone who amounts to anything
I guess Ill sleep again, I like it more when I am dreaming
(I dont think Im coming back, no)
(I dont think Im coming back, no)
I dont think Im coming back from this

Im done
Trying to fight everyday
And Im done
Pushing agasinst the tide
Im done
Begging for you to accept
That Im
Trying my best

Dont you tell me its all in my head