Kill Myself

How do I kill myself through love
While still staying present?
It's all in my head
AUTO-
How do I kill myself through love
While still staying present?
It's all in my head
AUTO-
I feel them again
Ride that feeling'
Went to ride in my city
Sort of giddy
When the sun is setting
Wonder why I'm giddy
On this side I get it
Wanna go not really
Stay here not really
Had it all at 50
Which Is why when I'm 50
But you still don't get it
But you still don't get me
Look at all I'm giving
Let the spirits talk for me
Fuck it all don't want it
Fuck you all who don't want me cause
How do I kill myself through love
While still staying present?
It's all in my head
AUTO-
I feel them again
How do I kill myself through love
While still staying present?
It's all in my head
AUTO-
I feel them again
Trotting on the moon
And then a hashtag
Like I'm moving like a needle
In a haystack
I might've moved them
When I get them an erase that
Their mind is shooting
When their feeling
Want to say it back?
They know when to feel it on the fade in
Make so much sound
Let them fade in
Like a sunset egg yolk running
We've been running on the water
Like a tongue Man
Hit the edge of the earth
While I summon
When their sons are with the demons
We'll let some In
And they'll find him
When they key him for a fun man
I don't find him when I see them
And they're coming
Disarm the minute
When they get some
Hissing and then they let in his son
I said! Are those some of Nay nay
Outside, I'm living with the denial
How do I kill myself through love
While still staying present?
It's all in my head
AUTO-
I feel them again
How do I kill myself through love
While still staying present?
It's all in my head
AUTO-
I feel them again