Please Don't Call Here

You can't reach me I'm outside the lines of what's real
Distracted and anxious, please don't call here
Vibration been low, thoughts pessimistic
No need to drag you down to hell with me
Just need a month to get out of this funk
Hope you can see it's not personal
I love you I love you I love you I do, but
I know you probably must hate me whenever I'm gone
Or I'm self-centered, you don't think of me at all
I saw all your missed calls, all your texts
Everyday I mean to hit you back
And I just forget, shit
I swear that's no correlation on how much I care for you
You know if you really needed me that I'd be there for you
Hit me with an SOS, I got open arms
But when it comes to catching up, I'm too far
Suspicious how I'm active on my socials but so anti-social
Trust me when I say I only do it because I'm supposed to
If not for my career I would rather disappear
Off the grid forever, I can still be hopeful
You can't reach me I'm outside the lines of what's real
Distracted and anxious, please don't call here
Vibration been low, thoughts pessimistic
No need to drag you down to hell with me
"How do you have the audacity?
Hit you, you never got back to me?"
I don't have the capacity
I do it alone, get up at dawn
Think about my future passing me
Imagine how burdening that must be
Work for something, give it my all
For all that I know it's a fantasy
If this doesn't work out
I got no back up plan, 27
Got no man, got no money in the bank
Can't pay rent, got no home
No, really, I ain't got no home
You see what happened in Sudan, family fled on land
Mama crying on the phone, lost everything we had
Not tryna spin a sob story but it's my story
And I'm sorry if i come across as selfish
I feel helpless
Holding conversation sounds heavier than I can bear
Hope you can forgive me, I'll try to do better
But if I'm being honest, this has been forever
And as things go further, and life goes on It may be harder to hold on
You can't reach me I'm outside the lines of what's real
Distracted and anxious, please don't call here
Vibration been low, thoughts pessimistic
No need to drag you down to hell with me
Cause I've been there for weeks now
And you know the deal
A candle in wind I've been burnt to the bone
Calling my name I can't come to the phone
Calling my name I can't come
So please don't call here
(La la la, la la la)
Please don't call here
Please don't call here
Please don't call here
Please don't!



Credits
Writer(s): Nadine El Roubi
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