Break the habit of being urself (BTHOBU)

It seem like all my time ain't mine no more
I like to give it up
To every fuck nigga but me
Cause dammit I feel stuck
I either work for corporate dick
Suck niggas or I'm with comp
I need more time for me
Cause when I got it
I end up on fuckery

Like checking on my socials nigga
No they don't fuck with me
This shit get ugly
I place my worth
In what's in front of me
Instead of looking in
But I'm too scared of looking in
Now it's a cycle
What if all this shit OD
And niggas judging me

Like fuckit
Them niggas watching probably doubting me
I talk a lot shit lowkey
I want my mama proud of me
Psychosis had me fucked
And now a nigga
Ain't got time to be down bad nigga
(Ain't got time to be down bad)

I just pray that one day Mondays
Could be spent tryna fly Brazil
Or anywhere but here lowkey
Just wanna be outside for real
I wanna be somewhere
Where my freedom's really mines for real
Instead of killing time
Niggas have that fucking time to kill

Time to build
Feel like I let go and god behind the wheel
Cause this shit major
I look at this shit like it's all mine for real
I wanna be somewhere
Where my freedoms really mine for real
Instead of killing time
Yea yea nigga you know the rest

I got a hobby I like seeing
Stuco bitches turn to bops
At first they goody two shoes
Then they only good as fucking thots
Don't make a difference
Both equivalent to mother
Fucking bots
They party every week
They only thing they celebrate is loss

They celebrating failure
Lost for words my homies turned to opps
That shit one sided though
I move as love
Them niggas move with plots
They to bring me down
Reminded they ain't shit when I'm on top
So they talk low of me projecting
That i'm everything they not

That i'm everything they not
That i'm everything they not
I took a loss and I came back
I'm giving everything I got
Giving everything I got
Giving everything I got
So they talk low of me projecting
That I'm everything they not

Seems like all my time ain't mine no more
I like to give it up
To every fuck nigga but me
Cause dammit I feel stuck
I either work for corporate dick
Suck niggas or I'm with comp-
I need more time for me
Cause when I got it
I end up on fuckery

Yea like checking on my socials nigga
No they don't fuck with me
This shit get ugly
I place my worth
In what's in front of me
Instead of looking in
But I'm too scared of looking in
Now it's a cycle
What if all this shit OD
And niggas judging me



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Writer(s): Moses Thomas
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