Sunshine (Pain in My Eyes) (feat. Big Orca)

My mother health deteriorating
It's infuriating
What once was clearly forever
Starting to get blurry lately
I done endured the greatest - heartbreaks
My heart aches for the families
Of all these murdered babies
So keep your loved ones close
When they gon leave us, baby
No one knows
So gung-ho
Seems like every time He open a new door
One close
It's like He's testing all the strong ones most
Yeah
And I can deadlift the weight of the world
It's like I'm better off dead
If I betrayed my little girls
It's like my life wouldn't be worth living
God forbid I ever -
I ain't gon speak that in existence
I'd rather manifest these millions
I'mma reach back I promise
Show em loyalty and love
Cuz they don't teach that in college
And if I'm being honest
It's progress in store
Less is more
Rest assured you'll need a floaty
When them blessings pour
Goated when I press record
It's coming from the soul
They can't infect the source
And dilute my thoughts with propaganda
I plan to eject the cord
Precious Lord
I took a proper gander
And I definitely saw
A deathly stare
From pawns upon my checkerboard
You can't destroy my heart
And you can't mute my vocal cords
And ask for all them ghetto boys
You best believe they spoken for
Through me
If you can't keep that 100
You can't keep the peace
Vowed until I D-I-E
To keep it G
It's Lawson

Look in my eyes and you can see the pain
I pray the father deliver me from my evil ways
Will it be heaven or hell
It can go either way
But if you weather the storm
You gon see brighter days
God willing we blessed to wake
And see the sunshine
You can see the pain in my eyes
You can see the pain in my eyes
Grateful for every occasion
To see the sunshine
You can see the pain in my eyes
(Swimma)
You can see the pain in my eyes
Yeah

To the ones I lost
I love forever more
I go insane from all this pain
That I just can't endure
Sometimes I look up
And I ask him like what you take him for
When He respond back to my prayers
He say for better more
Say life is short
Got plenty thoughts that I just keep in store
And I ain't perfect, I done
Sometimes I feel impure
I just put them hunnids in my safe
To make sure we secure
And keep that glick all on my hip
(Bow) what you reaching for
I just reassured you that I love you
I love you
I trust you
I won't put no one above you, no
Above you, no
Above you
Oh no
Won't put no one above you, no
Never bite the hand that feed you
Cuz this life can turn you cold
Stay solid, never bend
Make me a promise you won't fold
Always keep it G with me
I don't care which way it go
And you can tell I'm standing on it
From the windows of my soul

Look in my eyes and you can see the pain
(Big Orca)
I pray the father deliver me from my evil ways
Will it be heaven or hell
It can go either way
But if you weather the storm
You gon see brighter days
(Might not be right away)
God willing we blessed to wake
And see the sunshine
You can see the pain in my eyes
You can see the pain in my eyes
Grateful for every occasion
To see the sunshine
You can see the pain in my eyes
You can see the pain in my eyes
Yeah