Anxious

I'm an anxious piece of shit
I think I'm never getting over it
That's why I'm so god damn depressed
And I don't answer your text
It fucks me up so much it makes me sick

I've been stuck in this bed since 3 PM
And I just want it to end
I count the reasons why I'm hopeless now until it's ten
Oh god, I fucked it up again

'Cause I'm an anxious piece of shit
I think I'm never getting over it
That's why I'm so god damn depressed
And I don't answer your text
It fucks me up so much it makes me sick
I'm an anxious piece of shit

I haven't seen my self-esteem
Since I was 17
But I just try to pretend
And I despise all the lies
Wish I can come clean
But I don't have any friends

Because I'm complicated
Stimulated by the words in my brain
Isolated, can't relate 'cause I just like to complain
Said I'm sorry, but I probably didn't have to at all
But I still take the fall

'Cause I'm an anxious piece of shit
I think I'm never getting over it
That's why I'm so god damn depressed
And I don't answer your text
It fucks me up so much it makes me sick
I'm an anxious piece of shit

'Cause when I tell you I'm fine
Just know that I lie
But don't sympathize
'Cause I'm just paranoid
I tell you I'm fine
Just know that I lie
But don't sympathize

'Cause I'm an anxious piece of shit
I know I'm never getting over it
Feels like I'm hanging by a thread
'Cause there's this voice inside my head
That makes me wish that I was dead

'Cause I'm an anxious piece of shit
I think I'm never getting over it
That's why I'm so god damn depressed
And I don't answer your text
It fucks me up so much it makes me sick
I'm an anxious piece of shit



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Writer(s): Eddy Alexander Madero
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