Not Coming Down

Once was a glimmer of light
A future to truly embrace in my eyes
I walk like a fading night
Something got twisted in knots in my mind

Now I fear I won't break from the mould
Cognition is warped, every mission on hold
A head overwhelmed overflows
This is not where I wanted to go

As far as I know
I got nothing to show

The memories stick when they shouldn't
Until nothing appears quite right
Like I've been walking around in a coma
I'll try anything to fix the components
Cos the circuits are misaligned
I've been not coming down for a moment

Can I kill this trailing around
Saw my stock rising up 'till my world, it fell down
Ambition to take it so far
I wanted it all 'till it hit me too hard
Think I've reached that fork in the road
Fall in love with myself if it's conceivable
A love that is faintly alive
Where did it go once the dreams had all died?

And I, how to survive
In the grip of decline?

Now my memories stick when they shouldn't
Until nothing appears quite right
Like I've been walking around in a coma
I'll try anything to be an exponent
With my windows all painted white
But I've been not coming down for a moment

Why can't I feel like
Why can't I feel like
I want to feel like you
Why can't I feel like
Why can't I feel like
I want to feel like you
Don't want to be like
Don't want to appear like
I just want to feel like you

But all my memories stick when they shouldn't
And yeah nothing appears quite right
Have I been walking around in a coma?
And eventually defeat my opponent
Waging war for the piece of mind
But I've been not coming down for a moment

Yeah all my memories stick when they shouldn't
And yeah nothing appears quite right
Have I been walking around in a coma?
I've tried everything to fix what was broken
Cos the circuits are misaligned
I'll be not coming down for a moment