Never Thought (Revival)

I need a reset, I need a reset
'Cause I

Never thought my needs were deprival
Never thought I needed revival
Never thought these things are in a cycle
Forever repeating without a thought
Never thought I'd be so lost (yeah)

Never thinking 'bout the days I would forget to pray
Trying to believe in dreams and then try to call it faith
Always get the night and wonder why I'm faced
With restless and a disposition of a sour taste, no (no)

If blind, can I look another (way)?
If deaf, can I hear another (space)?
My afflictions for my misplaced (faith)

I just got to focus on the love that's in me
Focus on a new beginning
Focus on the news too many
Hopefully I take heed of plenty
And reduce all my sinning (ooh-yeah)

Symptomatic signs, I got automatic rhymes of (ooh-yeah)
Times I was misled, and times I paid the fine for (ooh-yeah)
More than disobeying, I know it's not hard to find them (ooh-yeah)
Man, there's no debating, I was crazy (yeah)
Sometimes I need to take care of myself
With that said, I'm afraid to ask for help
In my head, nobody wants to know the hand I've been dealt

What it's going to take for me to go to God? (What it's going to take me?)
What it's going to take for me to know my rod?
If I'm to have faith, I got to do more than nod
I'm thinking 'bout the ways that He's divine (thinking)
Thinking 'bout the way I need to find (thinking 'bout the way-)
The truth and the light within these lines (thinking 'bout the way-)

Thinking 'bout the way, the days, the space to honor Thee
Who knew to finding purpose with Him would honor me
The journey is long, but I'll be joyous honestly
Far from atoned, but I look forward to find relief

Sometimes we need self-care
Deep within the soul is where my health cares