Torment Until I’m Dead (Eternal Dread, Pt. 2)

I feel like I went through hell to pull me closer to you, but there's so much uncertainty in my heart and I've never been one to take a cue

I hope I'm doing enough
I hope I'm living the way I should

I hope I'm doing enough
I hope I'm loving the way I should

I think I know what's waiting for me in the end
TORMENT UNTIL IM DEAD
But I hold on to hope that it's love instead but there's so much uncertainty in my heart, and so many times I feel like I'm just playing a part

I hold on to hope that it's love instead but there's so much uncertainty in my heart, and so many times I feel like I'm just playing a part
I'm not doing enough and I'm running out of time, in my mind, only pain remains, cuz in the end I know it's torment until I'm dead
Until I'm dead

I'm in eternal dread because I don't know what's real or fake, I pretend to be okay every day, but this dread is always there eating at me, and I pray I'm forgiven, but I feel like I won't make it to heaven

Cuz it's torment until I'm dead
CUZ ITS TORMENT
UNTIL IM DEAD

I pray I'm forgiven, but I feel like I won't make it to heaven

Cuz it's torment until I'm dead (torment until I'm dead)
Cuz it's torment until I'm dead