Forever

Sorry if i'm being rude
I just speak what's on my mind
Babygirl you know it's true
Often online trynna figure out what's new
You say i often waste time, i don't like your point of view
Telling me there's more to do in life than just this rap shit
Oh here we go again, another argument, fantastic
And whilst we're at it why don't i get your attention
Sorry that i'm busy girl you only have to mention
Spaced out always in a new dimension
Face down cause i cannot handle tension
This rope keep getting thinner think we're losing our retention
I'm looking in the mirror but ain't seeing no reflection
So let's start today
'cause tomorrow isn't promised
Gotta change my ways
Take a hike up in the forest
Out to dinner on a date
Girl i love you, to be honest
Need to face my pain

No we're never gonna part, no way
No way
We're never gonna part
Said we're never gonna part no way
No way no way no way

Well maybe i am the issue
Always messing up, lack of love that i give you
Ain't posting you enough, i know it's rough
There ain't no excuse
But if only you could see some of the stuff that i have lived through
Growing up learning love can be conditional
Thought i felt too much, it bottled up and then turnt physical
Lashing out at myself and my parents
I felt invisible, at times i was so scared that
I would grow up to be locked up in a psych ward
So it's a miracle i'm rapping on this mic for
All these people who feel just like me
Hold the applause still got more to go
I'm still fighting
All these demons, all these cycles
I must overcome
My father tell me read the Bible
I just bite my tongue
My mother tell me open up
But my minds overrun
By all these memories, i'm burying, i've chosen love

No we're never gonna part, no way
No way
We're never gonna part
Said we're never gonna part no way
No way no way no way

This journey taking me forever
Always thought that i was clever
Now ain't have my shit together
But i'm trying
All bad energy i sever
On this road to getting better
The old me i can't remember
Okay i'm lying
The past is crucial like the weather
Can't have sun without the wetter
Days where carrying umbrellas
Feel like owls that send out letters
Cause i'm flying with this message
And i'm riding with this message
Til the day that i am dying
Ugh
Trynna go better my image
Can you just give a minute
Getting on top of my business
Changing the way i'm appearing
Facing the day what i'm fearing
Using more terms of endearment
No longer turn when i am nearing
Getting hurt, now i just tear and then i grow
This is everything i wanted
You and me forever solid
No more worrying 'bout dollars
I got hope
So no matter what the toll is
When i'm feeling melancholic
I will reach up in my pockets
And read all these words i wrote

No we're never gonna part, no way
No way
We're never gonna part
Said we're never gonna part no way
No way no way no way



Credits
Writer(s): Jaxon Charles Ford
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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