Broken Homes

She hit my phone like, "Shai can you come stay the night?" 'Cause
I'm alone and I want us to be close, we can fade the lights
'Cause you've been controlling my thoughts while I'm awake, it's tight
I told her no 'cause I've been focused my goals, and even though you're nice

I ain't gonna sleep with you 'less I can see you being wifey
'Cause I'm a different breed, degeneracy don't excite me
And I got trust issues like, what if she tries to tie me down? I
Can't risk a baby with a lady I don't like being around
I can't tell her get rid of it

'Cause that's a human and it's delicate
For a while, been tryna stay celibate
Until I've found a diamond, I be hesitant
But when I do we'll have a child and we'll be benignant
'Cause I see some yuuts in broken homes
With their mum and dad just moaning at each other on the phone
She feels alone
Because the dad is never home
And it's not 'cause he's working, it's cause he don't trust her soul
And he regrets that he told her
That day she should come over
To lie shoulder to shoulder
He tried to hold composure
He thought it be easy it was harder
And on that day he weren't ready to be a father
And I ain't tryna be that kind of dad
I wanna show 'em love and give a lot of what I have
I really want their mother and I to be a match
I wanna look deep into her eyes and feel relaxed
I want us to be passionate about each other
That's my wife my girl my lover
Challenges? I'm there to hug her
Accurately know another bruddah could never get in her covers
So I'm nourishing the treasure we'll have
I'll wait to discover, that's why

I ain't gonna sleep with you 'less I can see you being wifey
'Cause I'm a different breed degeneracy don't excite me
And I got trust issues like, what if she tries to tie me down? I
Can't risk a baby with a lady I don't like being around
I can't tell her get rid of it