FEAR of HEIGHTS (feat. Joshua Bannon)

One by one, all at once, you don't want
To be lonely enough to see it coming
A mile away, there's no brighter day
Only consequences can cut you a break
But you know
The sun rise up when you're done being stuck
Kicking rocks that you thought you'd never see
In a harder place, think you tried in vain
So you've got to stay, but you don't owe it a thing anymore

You could take the blaming off the shoulders of somebody else
But you can't explain it all away and hope the time gon tell
Give it one more chance and I'll forget what I done built myself
And the way you sleep at night could draw me in if all ends well
If all ends well, you could end up on the shelf
Put a brand new ribbon on what's broken and it might just sell
Maybe it's my fault i can't see heaven when it hurts like hell
Give me one good reason it ain't healthier to break your spell

Wish I had known not to make any promises
How could I predict we would take it way too far
But when you take a chance, something's gotta give
I'm the conduit breaking up a positive charge
With this rubber band heart
You would love if I paint you the one in the dark
But you started it
Time and time again you show me the opposite
Of love and that's all there is left of that part of me

You could take the blaming off the shoulders of somebody else
But you can't explain it all away and hope the time gon tell
Even if I tippy toe, I'm ill equipped to walk on shells
All that you expect of me could wreck the peace if all ends well
If all ends well, you could end up on the shelf
Put a brand new ribbon on what's broken and it might just sell
Maybe it's my fault I can't see heaven when it hurts like hell
Should've took the antidote before I went and broke that spell

Broke my spell, I broke my spell
She want it and I got it when I'm on my wealth
When I'm on my wealth, I'mma tell her give me one more time
When I feel myself, when I'm doing well, don't hit my line
I broke that spell, don't call for help
You can drag me down but I got the strength to free myself
And I can't move on, it don't feel right with no one else
With the hand I'm dealt, that's the hand I'm dealt
Shawty wanna break me, but I'm never going back there now
Yeah, I wanna get it, but I'm the only one that's breaking out a cell
I don't got no time to play your games or check your lost and found
That's my hell, I might as well

And I got this fear of heights
And I just can't sleep at night
And I dug my grave for you, but now I finally see the light
Hell yeah, I see the light
You could never be my type
Coming down this mountain, never thought that it would ease my mind
Take away my peace and quiet
How could I not see the signs
Never looking back at any moments that we freeze in time
Been invested all my life
Not a chance that well be fine
And my stomach turning when I think about my fear of heights

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