Older Since October (One Take Version)

Bitter aftertaste on my lips
From all that was
And all that is
Oh how can I handle this
I felt explosions in your kiss

Sweet love held me tight
When I was gone and you were always right

And I held on quietly
Watching you dream of the sky
Out of sight out of mind
A little bit too high
Not my kind
Some kind of lonely destructive pride

Let me feel your emotion
Let me hear your silence

Let me feel your emotion
Once again, I
Wanna hear your silence

You'd cover your mistakes in my despair
And you'd hide them so well
So well
So well
So well

Let me be your emotion
Let me be your silence

Let me be your emotion
Once again, I
Wanna be your silence

Only once before it ends
Only once before it ends

Sweet love held me tight
When I was gone and you were always right

But I held on quietly
Watching you dream of the sky
Out of sight out of mind
A little bit too high
You're not my kind
My kind of lonely destructive pride

Let me be your emotion
I wanna heal your silence
Let me be your emotion
Only once before it ends
Only once before it ends
Only once before it ends

I couldn't stop
Please secureness pull me closer
When it gets colder
'Cause I turned older since October