I Can't Sleep

I was so in love with you
I'd do anything you want me to do
But I can't keep this up
I thought I knew not to trust
Those around

Only you
Know every side of me
Only you
Can make me be both the worst and best I've ever been

I'm gonna cry on my own shoulder
One last time
I'm tired of dreams
Of believing in things
That we'll never be
So tired I can't sleep

(Thought I knew those)
(Thought I knew those around)

Hard, I swear that I tried hard
You swore to me more than once
So much weight in your words
Bright blue skies to dark clouds
And looping ever around
Just to hook me for more

Only you
Know every side of me
Always you
Took more than you should and always gave less than I needed

I'm gonna cry on my own shoulder
One last time
I'm tired of dreams
Of believing in things
That we'll never be
Maybe relationships are not for me
Maybe love is a farce, a parody
Maybe it's always been me after all
Maybe you are the one paying the toll

Maybe relationships are not for me
Maybe love is a farce, a parody
Maybe it's always been me after all
Maybe you are the one paying the toll

Maybe a couple pills
Can put me back to sleep
For good