It's Not Me!

Tried to change myself
But God had other plans
Wasted all this time
Could never your man
Treat me like disease
Crouching at the door
Fucking up your mind
Your post traumatic whore
Bathing in the blood
Of someone else's thoughts
Exercise the devils
Twisting up my guts
Lying on a couch
You left to "find yourself"
Guess mom was right
Better off with anybody else

He's pretty
I'm mad
I think I just hate men
So jealous
It's sad
I want to be like him

This brings me to my knees
Your new fuckboi's a joke
It's so not you its me
I just cant let things go
There's so much that I don't l know
Oh how I hate him so
How can I let things go
I'll never let it go!!!!

IT'S NOT ME!

I'm not your woman
I'm not your girl
More like a ghost
Haunting up your world
Satanic panic
My lil' Hell
All caught up in a codependent spell
Got your hands
Around my throat
Squeezing hard
Just to keep me close
Got a knife
Against your noose
I'll die if I don't try and cut you loose



Credits
Writer(s): Nikki Richard
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