validation

Yo, we need to talk
It's kinda awkward but I'm not sure If I can hold this in anymore
I'm getting bored
Of waking up in hospital wards
Cuz me and you that's a double edged sword
And can't you see all my blood on the floor?
I'm there when you call me four in the morning
No respect for myself and as I lie there in your arms
I start to deep that this can't end well
I'm sick I don't want this, but I need this
Fuck my mental health, cuz you make me feel like a girl
And I can't do that for myself

Why do I keep hush and take your degradation?
I'm still weak for you when you call me baby
Cuz when you fucking me to Jhene
And you giving me that escape, yeah I crave it
All your sweet validation
I keep hush and take your degradation
I'm still weak for you when you call me baby
Cuz when you fucking me to Jhene
And you giving me that escape, yeah I crave it
All your sweet validation

Cause I know you'll never take me out never put me up on your feed
You show me love when no one's around
But when your boys come around then it's peak
If you saw me at some shubz I know you'd act like we never speak
I'm sick of how your bare minimum gets me weak in the knees
Yeah it's toxic, it's fucked, to be honest, I should just cut
I hate the way that you make me feel
I'm way too old for games it's enough
Oh, you love me, talking about love?
Then cuff me bruv, are you dumb?
You ain't never gonna find another girl like me
Who'll hold you all the crud that you done
Like your birthday, I didn't even know
Like I was any one of your hoes
You blocked me from your story that day
So I found it out from your post
Who else treat you like I did
Your friends? What friends
Them man who snaked you for some fake hoes at your own motive
You call them bros? You're jokes

It's just disappointing
And that's what hurts
Cause you really made me think you was different
You really did

Why do I keep hush and take your degradation?
I'm still weak for you when you call me baby
Cuz when you fucking me to Jhene
And you giving me that escape, yeah I crave it
All your sweet validation
I won't keep hush and take your degradation
Don't you ever ever call me baby
Why do I take this when I hate it
You call it patient I call it wasting my life
For your sweet validation

Concrete jungle, boy, look what you fumbled
Bitch boy, you stumbling back to me but you fumbled
Concrete jungle, you better stay humble
Bitch boy, you tumbling, you crumble, you crumble
Concrete jungle, boy, look what you fumbled
Bitch boy, you stumbling back to me but you fumbled
Concrete jungle, you better stay humble
Bitch boy, you tumbling, you crumble, you crumble