Gladits Knight

Damn, I'm glad it's night
People keep on walkin by
Don't cost a dime to pay me mind
Facin' problems I don't recognize
Memories have been sterilized, that's why I'm camera shy
Don't show me, I can fantasize
I'm lowly like a parasite
I'm rolling up the Fahrenheit, smoke it to get paralyzed
Every hit's a roll of dice
Visits from the suit and tie
Men in black, they let it shine
Bright like a diamond
Lost in the findings
Of the issues I be dodgin
Move out of their way
Cause I'm uncertain
If I'm really that deserving
Of all the praise I get
Really can't handle it
I don't want empathy, not into sympathy
Show me some evidence
Of all this elegance
Don't tell me I'm good
Say who I'm better than
You would if you could
Cats got your tongue again, now you're just mumblin
Talkin' in tongues
Look at the knot that I tied
Mean what you say, it's an eye for an eye
Can't blame it on me, for a little white lie
Say what you mean, that's a word to the wise
It ain't how it seem if you playin both sides
Plottin and schemin don't work against time
Searchin' for meanin might ruin your life

Don't give myself a break, even if I'm worn out
Pullin' back and forth with my self-doubt
Imprisoned in this room, cursed cause I built this house
I've been up all night, stuck with self-doubt

I might sell my soul just so I can be alone
Ignore it if you call, please don't take it personal
I never wanna talk, I'd rather stare into the sun
Burn my retinas till I can't see
Blinded by the heat
But I'm still
Watchin' out for evil entities, tryna spend my energy
Don't have the time to waste this space
Fragile and expensive like a Faberge
Delicate and priceless, dime a dozen eggs
I'm the only one who can detonate
Self-destruction is a grand assumption
It's a tempting notion, but I leave the doors open
Gotta see it through, my boy
Never dock the ship, don't keep your boat moored
I know this knot will slip
It's so
Tattered and torn
Before I forget
I'm not the only one