Your Last Name

My alarm goes off 20 minutes late
And I'm just trying to catch a break
But I can't seem to get away from my broken reality
And you seem to be so perfectly fine
Got free without serving your time
But I keep playing it over
Just wish I could stay sober

From your hair
And your eyes
And your smile
Golden brown
And blue green
And so proud
You said you'd always be there
What the

I just need a minute to recollect myself
Without you acting like yourself
You were never in it but you were my end game
And I pictured myself with your last name
Your last name

I had to buy myself flowers
You couldn't even give me an hour
And I convinced myself that we were fine
But we were running out time
You work out five times a week
And I barely have the time to eat
But it's funny how the one who hurt me got away so easily

From the blood
And the sweat
And the tears
Hard work
And heart break
And heavy years
And you said you'd always be there
What the

I just need a minute to recollect myself
Without you acting like yourself
You were never in it but you were my end game
And I pictured myself with your last name

From my perspective you wasted my time
Should've been more aware of your crimes
Wish I could go back and do it over

I just need a minute to recollect myself
Without you acting like yourself
You were never in it but you were my end game
And I pictured myself with your last

I just need a minute to recollect myself
Without you acting like yourself
You were never in it but you were my end game
And I pictured myself with your last name
Your last name
Your last name