Hang Tight Or Cut Loose

Alt boy with the suicide roots
Got a switchblade thinking what should i do yeah
Got life but feel like no use
Wanna cut loose, reminisce on my youth yeah

Alt boy with the suicide roots
Got a switchblade thinking what should i do
Yeah got life but feel like no use
Wanna hang tight, reminisce on my youth yeah

I'm tired of all this surviving
Living through grey clouds with no silver linings no
Introvert always complying
Out once a year then im back into hiding

I guess I live to make my own path
I Love my whole family but id hate them see me sad
Think i lost my way but ill crawl my way back
Back to my room where i always feel intact yeah

Got home from work cry alone in my room
Just wanna be alone, only leave for food
Cusp of life in my hands thats my saving grace
Put it tight round my neck hung over my stage

Cause when words are said they don't come through
Shouted words in my face now i feel bruised
If i don't back down might meet my truce
But its just another day so i cut loose

Alt boy with the suicide roots
Got a switchblade thinking what should i do yeah
Got life but feel like no use
Wanna cut loose, reminisce on my youth yeah

Alt boy with the suicide roots
Got a switchblade thinking what should i do
Yeah got life but feel like no use
Wanna hang tight, reminisce on my youth yeah

Emotions so heavy now i feel im blowing up
Pour me a drink and ill get through my roughest slump
Wishing for better days they seem to never come
Screaming for help lets you know that the end begun

I gotta hand it to you now that im down
Words have never hurt me but now im going south
Mental state gets lower everytime i leave my house
No one even hears me when fucking im yelling out loud

I've been so burned out no one caught my case
Gotta move myself on heres my life on a page
Cusp of life in my hands thats my saving grace
Put it tight round my neck hung over my stage

Cause when words are said they don't come through
Shouted words in my face now i feel bruised
If i don't back down might meet my truce
But now im hanging so tight i cant cut loose