Wasting my Own Chance

You'll always wonder for a way
To feel bad about yourself but you know
There's nothing wrong in the way you wake up and drive, late
Or early in the morning if you'll search and search
For a flaw a way to feel this trap
You can finaly feel the guilt
The reason you were scratching in the back of your mind, of your head
Of your desperate life
Slowly drifting away from anything you ever knew
So you cannot blame
Others for the reason why the snow won't melt even on a sommer day

I don't care at all
I juste don't wanna die
Feeling like I never lived at all or dreamed in my whole life
I don't care enough
I juste don't wanna rot
Looking back at all the time I spent wasting my own chance

So you'll try not to care too much
But the way she spoke your name
Sent you chills down your spine and now
Your plan begins to take another direction yet you know one thing
Everything's got an ending written with a hand you cannot always chose
So you don't care at all that she sleeps with your friends

I don't care at all
I juste don't wanna die
Feeling like I never lived at all or dreamed in my whole life
I don't care enough
I juste don't wanna rot
Looking back at all the time I spent wasting my own chance

I don't care at all
I juste don't wanna die
Feeling like I never lived at all or dreamed in my whole life
I don't care enough
I juste don't wanna rot
Looking back at all the time I spent wasting my own chance

I don't care at all
I juste don't wanna die
I don't care at all
I juste don't wanna die
And I swear this time I hear them coming for me
And I swear this time I hear them screaming my name