True thoughts. (Intro in retrospect)

Too many damn words to know what to write
'Cause you fill my heart like they fill my mind
On picnics we'd talk of plans for us
But the sound of your laugh faded with your trust
'Cause I never thought that it would get this far
You loved me 'cause I love you for who you are
I love to see the confidence I knew you had
But I wish I still knew all the thoughts in your head

Ain't it lovely how beautiful the sound of silence is?
Ain't it beautiful to see the thoughts not hear them in your head?
Ain't no hiding how you can't change what you did
Must be beautiful to see the thoughts not hear them in your head?
In your head

This beautiful bleeding is bleeding me dry
Write all of my thoughts down so I won't cry
As I spill my emotions to lines on a page
Is this just how life is or just 'cause I'm this age?
I used to find it too hard to love me
So I was surprised when I saw what you see
A beautiful heart with strength I don't know
I see why now it'd be a shame to go

Ain't it lovely how beautiful the sound of silence is?
Ain't it beautiful to see the thoughts not hear them in your head?
Ain't no hiding how you can't change what you did
Ain't it beautiful to see the thoughts not hear them in your head?
In your head

Searching for answers I'm told that I have
This hell that I'm feeling sure won't be my last
But it's better to feel this than not to feel
Apathy would make me think nothing is real
So I rewrite the story watch the pen fall
Ink bleeding down through the art of it all
Drenched in sorrow too much to keep in
Got something to say but too scared to say it

Ain't it lovely how beautiful the sound of silence is?
Ain't it beautiful to see the thoughts not hear them in your head?
Ain't it lovely how beautiful the sound of silence is?
Ain't it beautiful to see the things that you thought you hid?
Ain't no hiding how you cannot change what you did
Must be beautiful to see guilt and not hear it in your head?
In your head
Thoughts in your head
You're just a thought in my head