Family Matters (feat. D$)

This house is not a home
And you don't need me
I feel so alone
I just wanna be free
From this fake facade
Hiding the truth
We are at odds
And I want nothing to do with you

What do you do when your family hates
You know you great but they stand in your way
Try to run away, but they catch you
Put you on the prison pills, and forget you
Suffer alone, while they condemn you
Put you down throughout the town, won't defend you
Relying on therapy, to fix your mental health
Learn to be assertive, and stick up for yourself
Bullies hurt and hate builds, in your heart
Distance between you and love rips you apart
Start to feel ostracized, misunderstood
Alienated, even though you're doing what you should
No one knows your struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin all the changes you making, but fuck em
Don't need nothing from em, you gon make it
On your own, in your own way, despite the fake shit

This house is not a home
And you don't need me
I feel so alone
I just wanna be free
From this fake facade
Hiding the truth
We are at odds
And I want nothing to do with you

What I'm looking at, close my mouth when I eat
Slap the smile off for fun, overweight and teased
Slipped and slid all over the place, counseled so much
How can someone take pleasure inflicting pain on us
Hated in school, tortured mind, fractured tooth
Picked on by bullies, and by my older brother too
Friends so few, and far between
Moved around so much, what's the P-O-I-N-T
This house is not a home, and you don't need me
I cry at times, alone, to feel something inside of me
It's like a mental institution in my own home
Try so hard to communicate, now too late to form a bond
Nauseated to the bone, sweat beaded on my brow
How can no one understand my emotions underground

This house is not a home
And you don't need me
I feel so alone
I just wanna be free
From this fake facade
Hiding the truth
We are at odds
And I want nothing to do with you



Credits
Writer(s): Chad Allen
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