How much would it change?

I know we have both made some mistakes in the past
And to learn from them is so important
So I need to be honest and say how I feel but
Big words they can have a big impact

And I have words to say but they're stuck in my throat
I can't seem to get them out
And how much would change about us?
If I tell you now what is on my mind?

It's the feeling of standing right next to a pool
Like a fool, the only kid not daring to jump in
Watching others have fun, with my mind, overspinning
Capable, but still I'm stuck on the poolside

And I have words to say, but they're stuck in my throat
I can't seem to get them out
How much will it change about us?
If I tell you now what is on my mind?

Some things start while others end
I don't want to lose you as a friend
Cause you are just so dear to me
I care so much and that is what makes it hard

But I can't tell yet if it's an end or a start
That depends all on how you are feeling
And it's not solution but now I feel
Running away from the problem, appealing

Let previous mistakes overtake
But I need to get it right this time
How much would it change about us?
If I tell you now what is on my mind
I'm not ready to lose the possible future of my daydreams with you
Now do you feel the same?
What a shame if you don't, and I just spill this out now

How much would it change?
How much would it change?
How much would it change?
How much would it change?

I want what is best for you
But also what is best for me
I want what is best for you
But also what is best for me

Some things start while other end
I don't want to lose you as a friend
Cause you are just so dear to me
I care so much, and that is what makes it hard