Sticky Queen

I guess I missed the invitation
My friends must think that I've been dead
I went to my debut performance
The bouncer wouldn't let me in
Good thing mama raises soldiers
We're stronger than you think
You can make it through it all if you remember how to breathe
You make it look easy
I got my amplifier in the bathtub
Telling everybody that I had loved the sky is falling
And I'm calling to tell you
I study basic electronics
And then I rewire all my amps
It's so loud now you hear my songs
I might not leave my room again
I'm good at losing my composure
I've had all I can take
Even the king of rock and roll
Is gonna need a little break
You thought I was gonna fold
Just because you raised the stakes
I'll just keep on moving forward
Til I fall into my grave
I am a big black magic marker
No cap rolling through the hall
Though I know I didn't do it there's still writing on the wall
You can count on all your fingers
How many fingers you have lost
If you don't stop and add it all up
You may never know the cost
I might get lost on some old highway
Drive so far I won't go back
If all you're doing is staring out the window
It doesn't matter how bad it is cracked
Let's all get high and go play cowboys
Pull our guns out in the streets
We could walk barefoot through the fire
But you gotta toughen up your feet
We'll watch the world fall down around us from the comfort of our homes
And everybody's rich and famous just by staring at their phones
And if you get scared and nervous
Just pretend that no ones got on clothes