fomo (Sped Up)

Noticing
Am I the only one who's sober?
Always late to shit
But that's alright cause I'm never invited to it
Were you ever gonna invite me to it?
Missing out
On living loud and goin for another round
Got me thinking I could be a part of it, part of it
Would I ever be a part of it, part of it?

So used to waiting at the end with all the times
I've taken shots alone to numb the feeling
I know I can't deny

Yeah will anyone know?
If I'm gone today, you'd stay the same
So where do I go?
Cause it feels like there's no one else
And I'm falling apart
Pretending I'm not being lost in the crowd
Wondering if no one will know
If I'm gone, if I'm gone

Time keeps ticking in, ticking in
But you'll never be listening, listening
Got me feeling like I'm counterfeit
I know I won't be relevant
(To you)
But I keep chasing it
When I know that it's time I took a fucking hint
Stuck here waiting for promises you won't admit
Just thinking that I don't exist, no

So used to waiting at the end with all the times
I've taken shots alone to numb the feeling
I know I can't deny

Yeah will anyone know?
If I'm gone today, you'd stay the same
So where do I go?
Cause it feels like there's no one else
And I'm falling apart
Pretending I'm not being lost in the crowd
Wondering if no one will know
If I'm gone, if I'm gone