Painful Bliss

Feel like my time is running out
So here I am, tryna hit all the bases now
Before I'm put six spaces in the ground
All my friends, yeah they juss strangers now
Only stuck around for the fucking clout

All you motherfuckers tryna take a plate away from me
Stay the fuck away from me
You weren't there when I was feeling down
So when I come up, don't expect to get a thing from me
You are not a friend to me

Anon comments tryna tell me to quit this music shii
That I don't have what it takes, that I'll never influence shii
Maybe they're right, never been the type to do this shii
But on my first song, I got dms from suicidal kids

Telling me that I saved they life
Gave them something to listen to late at night
Cause of my music, they chose to live they life
So I ain't backing down till the day I fucking die

Oh, okay, here we go again
Pockets empty, and the rent is due again
Maybe I should put the pen down, start doing interviews and then
Maybe have a job, maybe go to college
Maybe I'd get through this shii

Hell, even my family couldn't see my dreams
"Music will never pay the bills, you are wasting time"
Give a fuck about the time, where were you when I needed time
Now you're gone, I'll admit that I cried

To be honest, I don't know what I'm doing
Acting like I have the answers, but I am so fucking clueless
And I won't lie, I don't know if I can make it through this

But I made a promise to my baby girl
For you, I would move mountains
I'm sorry I wasnt there when it counted
Me and your mother had some fucked up things about us
And I'm so sorry that it put a wedge between us
I'm sorry



Credits
Writer(s): Viiriin-riinx Sincere
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