I'm Not Fine

Intoxicated on my own
Facetime wit my homie, serving work on the road
Tryna make a way in this fast life
Gettin cheese from the 818 to the 310
Put my whole life in this shit
You don't even know the half, man I'd die for this shit
Yeah I make it look sexy, but don't get it twisted man, it hurt like a bitch

I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine

Yeah these scars cut deeper than I think (mmm)
They come from places even deeper than I been (mmm)
Stressin out over shit I can't control (light it up)
Inhale my worries, breathe em out and let em go
Standing in my own skin, but I'm not here
In a room full of people, but they not here
On my phone, in every single place, but my own
Wondering where the hell did my mind go
Wondering where the hell did the time go
I swear these days it be movin like a criminal
Hella pressure on myself, gotta let it go
Tap into days in the kitchen wit my sister eating cereal
I need somethin simpler, I need somethin to feel though
Are my fears even real or do I just imagine them
Will my words heal if I never get the fame
Feel the pain of my family when I see my uncle drank
Drowning in the bottle almost every single day
I done seen it my whole life and it still make me feel a way
See my family enable him and say that he's his own man

Intoxicated on my own
Facetime wit my homie, serving work on the road
Tryna make a way in this fast life
Gettin cheese from the 818 to the 310
Put my whole life in this shit
You don't even know the half, man I'd die for this shit
Yeah I make it look sexy, but don't get it twisted man, it hurt like a bitch

I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine
I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine



Credits
Writer(s): Gaitán Gonzales
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