In My Zone (Solo Version)

And yes, sometimes I'm known to just want to be alone
And if you find my heart, then you'll find my home
I'm in my zone, zone, zone
I'm in my zone, zone, zone
I'm in my zone, zone, zone
I'm in my zone, zone, zone

Now everybody want my rhymes on demand, man
Bear with me, try and understand, man
I ain't got no time on my hands
I'm in my home studio planning my lines in advance
Cause outside, man, I've been on my grind making plans
I'm on this board, that board, and one more to inspire kids

On autopilot and cruise control til the tires skid
But even I forget the I on my Myers-Briggs
I need to recharge, I'm tired, kid
I was caught up in surviving and forgot about living

Til I started thriving and forgot about giving
Then I gave everything to everybody but myself
And when I treated the physical, I forgot my mental health
Still learning how to balance the time I invest

While still prioritizing my queen and the princess
Am I still the same when there's no one to impress
Sit with the weight of the world and I manage to bench press

And yes, sometimes I'm known to just want to be alone
And if you find my heart, then you'll find my home
I'm in my zone, zone, zone
I'm in my zone, zone, zone
I'm in my zone, zone, zone
I'm in my zone, zone, zone

My introverted, introspective, intelligent, intuition
Interferes, intrudes, and in turn becomes inhibition
In addition to depression, anxiety, inattention
Hyperactive yet deficient, renders me inefficient

Obligations, operating against opposition
Preparation paired with persistence yet resistant
Analyzation, paralyzation, feel non-existent
Gotta remember the mission, look in the mirror and flip it

In it, I see a kid who resembles my spitting image
But what can I give him with everything he's been missing
Shit, I'm more aware than he is of his poor conditions
I'm trying to hug him with this, give him love and attention

Enough for him to love who he is, not who he isn't
Enough for him to picture the future with himself in it
Enough for him to envision what he wants and to get it
Enough for him to feel like enough (because he is)

And yes sometimes I'm known to just want to be alone
And if you find my heart, then you'll find my home
I'm in my zone

Zone, zone
Zone, zone
Zone, zone
Zone, zone



Credits
Writer(s): Rodney Saunders, Jr.
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