Used to Love Ya

Cam Newton Speaks

I'm just reminiscing, yea, see I'm just reminiscing
I'm just reminiscing when (I used to love ya)

It's 2am, and I'm just riding in my zone
Trying to clear my mind, might not find me, at my home
Feeling lost, I don't know where I belong
Dealing with this pain, I would rather be alone
Laugh to keep from crying, I'm just trying, to stay strong
Can't talk to mama, she might, hear it in my tone
Never figured, these the lyrics, I'd be writing, in this song
Erasing all our videos, and pictures out my phone
Was wrong, but you don't ever, take account for it
Cheated on me, can't believe, she was down for it
Sneaking off, having talks, with this other guy
You was caught, but you hit me, with another lie
How you look me in my eyes, and deny the truth?
Followed you the other day, so now I got the proof
Had me acting out of character, this isn't me
So many things, I really wish, I didn't get to see

So now I'm reminiscing, (I used to love ya)
I've just been reminiscing
So now I'm reminiscing, (I used to love ya)
I've just been reminiscing
So now I'm reminiscing, (I used to love ya)
I've just been reminiscing
So now I'm reminiscing, (I used to love ya)

I used to love you, second thought, I still do
It's like a nightmare, I swear, it just don't feel true
You holding hands, with a man, I cannot stand to see
I must admit, I feel, it took away my sanity
Mental health, was in the red, how it damaged me
I thought we both, made a pledge, to this family
But he convinced you, you traded, on yo own team
Reflecting back, I used to have us, on my home screen
But now, I cannot bare to look
Addicted to your love girl, ya know you had me hooked
Had me shook, when I heard that yall was making plans
Taking trips out of town, I couldn't understand
How you fell out of love, it was so sudden
People knew you as my wife, and I was yo husband
But now you're just a ex, I never pictured that
Ten years down the drain, we can't get it back

So now I'm reminiscing, (I used to love ya)
I've just been reminiscing
So now I'm reminiscing, (I used to love ya)
I've just been reminiscing
So now I'm reminiscing, (I used to love ya)
I've just been reminiscing
So now I'm reminiscing, (I used to love ya)

Ka-Flame Speaks