Escape reality

Tryna get over you, tryna get a hold of you
Not tryna get replaced by you
Trynna get a taste of you, all of you, it's true
Trynna escape reality but somehow it just keeps hitting me
Not trynna make it border you, I'm just tryna vent to you
Living in the past is killing, killing me softly

I've been tryna fill the spot from the past
Popping pills on a daily just to smile
I've been tryna clear my mind from the past
Having 3 sum with the baddies but bizarre
Having fun with your girls everyday
But when you text where they at, they say a friend
Girl I'm lost without your love, can't deny
These lonely nights got me thinking about you
These are my confessions coming from my heart girl
Hopefully you take me back

Tryna get over you, tryna get a hold of you
Not tryna get replaced by you
Trynna get a taste of you, all of you, it's true
Trynna escape reality but somehow it just keeps hitting me
Not trynna make it border you, I'm just tryna vent to you
Living in the past is killing, killing me softly

Remember all the times we've had, all the fun we had
What about the plans we had, all our dreams to catch
The fun we had, all the times we've laughed
You just wanna let go down the drain
Maybach game with a seat massage, that's for you
Birkin bags all for you, just come to me
Let's make it right, even tho the odds against us
Friends against us me and you, we can make it work

I'm ok, but no cap, I'm ok, so I'm moving on
From my own past life, things been really crazy
Hold on tight, old memories fighting
Back and forth close my eyes, I'm on platinum
Yea I'm standing on cloud nine