Life, I Guess

Look

Right now I'm in a dark place, I can't even lie to you
I'm feeling like I'll never make it, I'm trying not to fool you
This fake smile I'm giving, getting tighter by the day
Days moving faster, sooner or later it's gone go away
And truth be told to you, I'm tired of trying to hide it
It's so much going on, I'm trying my best to get by it
But life been life(ing) lately, that's the real harsh truth
2024 ain't good it's falling through the roof

I'm tryna be the people pleaser, make sure everybody round me straight
Not knowing that nobody care for real about my gate
That I'm keeping up on purpose, screaming loud 'bout my pain
I'm hoping somebody can hear me through all of this rain

When I'm outisde,
You'll never recognize that I been hurtin'
But behind the curtains, my whole life been feelin' like a burden
And I feel that way about certain people in my life
Like I'm holding 'em back, and it's something I'm just not doing right

I'm only 18,
And I'm tryna do the right things
I might be young, but I still go through shit like the making
My life is like a movie, sometimes up and sometimes down
I force myself to smile, but I really wanna drown
This message to my family cause I know that y'all been waiting
Please bear with me, I need some time, just try to be patient
And I hear God sayin' in my ear
Hold on to what you got, I'm finna show you how I'm real.

No matter how much money in my pockets, if it's full or if it's nothing
That piece of paper make the world go round, it cause a ruckus
I gotta understand nobody control how I feel
It's me against the man in the mirror and I'm already killed on the inside
Not ready to die, but I'm tired of living
And if life gone be like this forever gone and say your riddens
I'll say "Hasta La Vista", "See Ya In The Next One"
Pay attention to your friends, you never know who on they last one

I'm talking 'bout the final straw, I think I've reached that point
I'm feelin' like I wanna roll my feelings in a joint
Will somebody come and save me, I'm calling out for help
I'm losin' my mind won't you review me like I'm yelp

The beat finna go off but I'm still feelin' sorrows
Gettin' down on my knees, I pray it's better by tomorrow



Credits
Writer(s): Kaleb Motley
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