Before Anyone Cares (Touched Up Version)

I'm not the type for a party
No, I'd rather be home, all alone
Oh, but with school orientation
A new me declaration
I guess I'll give it a go
My words will not stop flying
When I'm less than grounded in the moment
So I came in a costume, as someone you could talk to
A fresh disguise for events

And I'll lose my dignity
Long before my new friends abandon me
I've learned to read the room to not be the fool again

I'll rush down the stairs
I'll be gone in an instant
Before anyone cares I'll be far in the distance
Wishing someone would just care To remember I was there

The conversations are one-way
I don't know what to say when no one's listening
So I sip till I fit in and endure this taste that is as endearing as piss

And I'll lose my dignity Long before my new friends abandon me
I'm clung to the kitchen sink, and I'll go down with my drink

I'll rush down the stairs
I'll be gone in an instant
Before anyone cares I'll be far in the distance
Ditching this party before anyone cares To remember I was there

Why am I some guy I'm not proud to know
Born a loser, I walk with my shame home
I'm not a standout, just a stand-in
Tell my friends I was already gone
And I wanna go
Take me home
Where I'm in control

I was gone in an instant before anyone cared
I could die or go missing just wishing someone would just care
To remember I was there
To remember I was here
So I guess I'll disappear