God, how do I

God my Grandmother Passed, I prayed to you that she would stay
And I'm low on the cash, You said my cup would runneth away
Nah, that's not what You said, but that's what I see
You never fail on Your promise, what did You promise me
How do I deal with the pain, how do I deal with pressure
How do I deal with depression, How do You view oppression
How do I stop liking sin, how do I stop tryna fit in
How do I know that You're real, How does the Spirit feel
Why I do I gotta go to church every Sunday
How should I act on Monday
God I was being one hundred, how do I know if I've gone astray
God how
How

God my Grandfather passed, I prayed and he still went anyway
Was it all in Your will, or am I not righteous enough to make
Requests for Your power, am I only given mercy and grace
I don't feel worthy after last night, but who's able to see Your face God
How do I tell 'em, that Your ways are not our ways God
How do I tell 'em, that Your Word will never fade God
How do I tell 'em, that hell is hotter than Dallas and I've been... to Dallas
God how do I tell 'em, that heaven is not for the ways that we practice God
How do I tell 'em, they see me for what I used to do, and I don't blame 'em God
How do I tell 'em, I'm just now getting used to You, forever training God
How, How, How, How
How, How, How, How, How
Wait
I don't know every uhh answer to the test
But, when they say testimony that's not what they mean