Sleepless

Everyone can see your conscience fade
With every passing day
And more and more I feel like I am the one taking its place.
I fell in love with your soul.
In return you fell for chemicals.
I can't compete with that
No I can't work miracles.

It's safe to say that I don't exist in your new world.
If "faith" was really on your side you'd be a different girl.
Your life is "shit"
So go ahead and take another hit
And one day soon you'll face the consequence.

Last night you weren't sleeping
And I wasn't either.
As synthetic happiness filled your head,
(How could I forget?)
Cold sweat filled my bed.

I can't see you through the glass.
And I can't see you anymore.
But I've been thinking...

I decided tonight that I am letting it go.
Pain was building inside and I just let it all show.
There wasn't a thing I could do to save you.
I decided tonight that I am letting it be.
When she finds her head
She'll know where to find me
I'm no longer the weight on her back,
But she's still the sand in my eyes.
I guess this is goodbye.