Ocean

Waves in the sky, you're never present
Last leaf on the tree, scared of the branches
Stuck to the path, split to three ways
One crack in the glass, the last on the freeway

You don't know where I'm going, neither do I
If you're going to ask, I am going to lie

Oh, God, the first night that I spent apart from you
I realized that I don't quite know who I am anymore
And I am scared of who is watching
You or your friends or your goddamn strength
If I wasn't so weak, I'd run to the ocean

Was it too hard to save our sorries for another day? (Day)
When we're less angry and not screaming in each other's face (face)
I'm the monster, all I wanted was a little space (space)
And you're not awful, but you never think that you're to blame (blame)
Yeah, there's no hiding that we both got our toxic traits (traits)
It's not lying, saying we fucked up in lots of ways (ways)
It's not fair for you to tell me that I'll never change (change)
I wish the best for you, and one day that you'll do the same

You don't know where I'm going, I hope it's far
While you're still asleep, I'll be chasing the stars

Oh, God, the first night that I spent apart from you
I realized that I don't quite know who I am anymore
And I am scared of who is watching
You or your friends or your goddamn strength
If I wasn't so weak, I'd run to the ocean

Na-na-na-na, na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na-na-na, na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na-na-na, na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Run to the ocean

Oh, the night I said, "I wish you well"
You told me that I have lost myself, and I'd just go to hell, then you
Save that mannequin you're making
Like I need you to save me, I'll break free
And hope you never notice
Na-na-na-na, na-na-na-na, na