Falling Apart
What if I never told my story?
Then they wouldn't know they're the reason that I'm falling apart
Even if I wanted to let you know, it's okay
All those years of therapy, they never even worked
I started a crowdfunding but it isn't the type of money I need
I just need a word from you like "I'm sorry" and then it's fine
You know, it's more the type of Monet I need
Hopefully you understand
At least I hope you understand, 'cause I'm trying to be better
Even if we just completely forget the fact that i'm falling apart
Life would've be such a fool to me
I quietly give up, it doesn't even kill me to say at least
Asking myself why did i deserve all of this?
It seems like you and I have some unresolved issues
I refuse to believe we're both wrong
Even tho, I know it's true
But I'm still the one falling apart (aapp)
These are my reasons I believe in faith for me and you
I find it hard to forget, I'll never forget about a thing
Forgiveness, that's something I am willing to make happen
But please don't expect that I'm wrapping a Christmas gift for you
From Christmas to my Birthday, from my Birthday to your Birthday
I'll will forgive but I'm still falling apart
I still have hard times with my own trust
Even if we just completely forget the fact that i'm falling apart
Life would've be such a fool to me
I quietly give up, it doesn't even kill me to say at least
Asking myself why did i deserve all of this?
You know a part of me is still stuck in all that happened between us
You know it still hurts to much to talk about it
Still I'm asking myself why do i deserve all of this?
I'm about to give up, it doesn't even kill me to say at least
So I know I'm falling apart with you and the devil is waiting for me
No matter how I try, I always keep falling apart
The memories keep on haunting me
'Til I'm trying to break free from my memories
It's the circle of live, I'd never get out of
Even if we just completely forget the fact that i'm falling apart
Life would've be such a fool to me
I quietly give up, it doesn't even kill me to say at least
Asking myself why did i deserve all of this?
I keep on having faith
One day I will be free and not falling apart
Then I can sleep without worrying 'bout everything
It's the worst feeling ever, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye, bye, bye worst feeling ever
Then they wouldn't know they're the reason that I'm falling apart
Even if I wanted to let you know, it's okay
All those years of therapy, they never even worked
I started a crowdfunding but it isn't the type of money I need
I just need a word from you like "I'm sorry" and then it's fine
You know, it's more the type of Monet I need
Hopefully you understand
At least I hope you understand, 'cause I'm trying to be better
Even if we just completely forget the fact that i'm falling apart
Life would've be such a fool to me
I quietly give up, it doesn't even kill me to say at least
Asking myself why did i deserve all of this?
It seems like you and I have some unresolved issues
I refuse to believe we're both wrong
Even tho, I know it's true
But I'm still the one falling apart (aapp)
These are my reasons I believe in faith for me and you
I find it hard to forget, I'll never forget about a thing
Forgiveness, that's something I am willing to make happen
But please don't expect that I'm wrapping a Christmas gift for you
From Christmas to my Birthday, from my Birthday to your Birthday
I'll will forgive but I'm still falling apart
I still have hard times with my own trust
Even if we just completely forget the fact that i'm falling apart
Life would've be such a fool to me
I quietly give up, it doesn't even kill me to say at least
Asking myself why did i deserve all of this?
You know a part of me is still stuck in all that happened between us
You know it still hurts to much to talk about it
Still I'm asking myself why do i deserve all of this?
I'm about to give up, it doesn't even kill me to say at least
So I know I'm falling apart with you and the devil is waiting for me
No matter how I try, I always keep falling apart
The memories keep on haunting me
'Til I'm trying to break free from my memories
It's the circle of live, I'd never get out of
Even if we just completely forget the fact that i'm falling apart
Life would've be such a fool to me
I quietly give up, it doesn't even kill me to say at least
Asking myself why did i deserve all of this?
I keep on having faith
One day I will be free and not falling apart
Then I can sleep without worrying 'bout everything
It's the worst feeling ever, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye, bye, bye worst feeling ever
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Writer(s): Rens Reijnders
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