Disconnected

I'm
Stuck inside this room
I'm in isolation
Got me chalking up the walls
Like I'm incarcerated
I'm just talking to myself
And it's an obvious statement
This depressions hitting hard
But I just sit and take it

See you try to understand me
But you'll never understand me
All alone yeah my heart bleeds
Got this feeling in my chest
And it pounds deep

Have you ever felt
Like you never amount to nothing
And all you do is doubt yourself
See I tried to find the key
And I cannot get out
This room that I am trapped in
It does not seem to unlock itself
Staring at this wall with anticipation
I've been here for an hour
But I'm not sick of waiting
See the seconds in my life
Slowly passing by
And I couldn't give a damn
If anything was changing
I hate my life
I see the tide
This hate towards just me and I
I feel alone
This pain inside
I seem to like
Then It subsides
I try to be strong but
Then I go around circles
And I go back to where I belong
In a pitfall
With all of my shadows that come along
We ain't never coming out
We are stuck and here we go

Stuck inside this room
I'm in isolation
Got me chalking up the walls
Like I'm incarcerated
I'm just talking to myself
And it's an obvious statement
This depressions hitting hard
But I just sit and take it

See you try to understand me
But you'll never understand me
All alone yeah my heart bleeds
Got this feeling in my chest
And it pounds deep

Situation is delicate
But you just come and go like I'm not even relevant
I guess that happens when your verse is always heaven sent
Coz every single rapper that's the realest is already.
All the hate aside
I'mma keep it real
And tell you how this music industry has really made me feel
Like I cannot pen a verse
Or just re-emerge
The competitions bland
Using each and others words
I used to have a drive for it
Now I place it back in park
Because all of these new rappers
Are just sounding boring
There is no talent
There is no balance
I cannot see no motive in it
It's rushed and average
I'm here
Sitting in this room and I'm tearing up
I know we're destined for some change
But that's just giving up
Like I should just drop it all
Because my passion wasn't good enough
Like my words that you relate can never get a bit of love

Stuck inside this room
I'm in isolation
Got me chalking up the walls
Like I'm incarcerated
Talking to myself
And it's an obvious statement
This depressions hitting hard
But I just sit and take it

See you try to understand me
But you'll never understand me
All alone yeah my heart bleeds
Got this feeling in my chest
And it pounds deep