Now That It's Over

Why do I keep falling for the same shit?
There's nothing I could do to change it
Falling in circles is always the strangest
Same old process, the same stages
I don't need no problems, but you want me to solve 'em
Acting like I'm the cause of all 'em
Mistakes when falling
Couldn't even stay solid
Regret when I went all in
Held it down but it kept on falling, don't even matter
Now that it's over
There's nothing you could say to me to give me closure
Can't believe there was a time I held you closer
Thought I needed you until you made me colder
Needed to say this shit right now, can't let it smoulder
There was a time we bound together like a folder
I understand it's over
There's nothing you could say to me to give me closure
Now I understand that it's over
Knife between my heart
It's all your fucking fault
Times we got involved
I gave you my all
I tried to be there for you when you didn't care at all
And if I could turn back the time, there's no way I would fall for you
Cause I know the shit you often do
You better know karma's gon' call for you
Would've risked it all for you
Now everything is screwed, yeah
And girl, you have the nerve to
Be reaching out when it doesn't concern you
And don't you tell me 'bout how you been hurt too
Should've known when I been the first to
Treat you right, when you didn't deserve to
Never even tried to hurt you
You know I've tried to be the one you would always turn to
Now I gotta unlearn to
Now that it's over
There's nothing you could say to me to give me closure
Can't believe there was a time I held you closer
Thought I needed you until you made me colder
Needed to say this shit right now, can't let it smoulder
There was a time we bound together like a folder
I understand it's over
There's nothing you could say to me to give me closure
Now I understand that it's over
Yeah
Now I understand that it's over

Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over
Stumbling hard through the party
Don't ask why I'm here
"Do I really fuck with this?" Really hardly
Just trying to drown out my fears
Cause on some on nights like this I really needed someone
Someone to talk to, engage with and not really judge
Trying to search out for clarity and not out for lust
But I can't search for it right now while I'm in the club
And you know it doesn't work like that
I might just fall right back
Right back to my ways where everything I done might get side-tracked
My old self, I tried to fight that
And all my wrongs, I tried to right that
And if I really try to relapse
There's no way it'd bring you right back
I don't want to go back to the man that I was
Despite all of the pain that you caused
Quite ironic 'cause I'm still vengeful and I still hold a grudge
And it's hard to trust
Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over and all
Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over and all
Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over and all
Scared that I won't get over
Scared that I won't get over it all
Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over and all
Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over and all
Going through it now that it's over
Going through it now that it's over and all
Scared that I won't get over
Scared that I won't get over it all