So Blue

Driving home from the hospital
My friend is sick and God I can't help her
I feel so helpless, but I am only 3 years older
Doctor said she got a blood cancer
When I think too much
I sink even deeper
Oh God please help her
Coz I don't know what to do

So blue, I feel so blue
I don't why I feel like this
Don't know how I feel like shit
So blue, I feel so blue
I don't why I feel like this
Don't know if I still believe
But
God send someone to make me live
Only asking cause I am now lost
Don't know who else I can count too
I don't feel so good
So blue, I feel so blue
I don't why I feel like this
Don't know how I feel like shit
So blue, I feel so blue
I am always trying to be strong
I know I have it all along

I have a friend who need to talk when he's sad
Said his dad left him
But I am only 1 year older
And I ignored him
Now he hates me and somehow
I hate myself even more
Can't stand myself even more
I hate myself even more
Haven't seen my mom for a year
Oh I hope she knows im trying to get better
Only hope one day that she would sees me happier

So blue, I feel so blue
I don't why I feel like this
Don't know if I still believe
But
God send someone to make me live
Only asking cause I am now lost
Don't know who else I can count too
I don't feel so good
So blue, I feel so blue
I don't why I feel like this
Don't know how I feel like shit
So blue, I feel so blue
I am always trying to be strong
I know I have it all along



Credits
Writer(s): Peri Andrian
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